Murassa

Good luck with your life firecracker, i hope it goes to plan.

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in. Or a different substance I find more suitable if I feel like it.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.

So i need to use this again. I will try an update weekly for awhile, so i can look back an rember what was goin on lol.

Hanging at the abode of chris an jon, we have ourselves a redheaded sarah cookin us SKETTI! Spent the day with charity, who did a good job cleanin the house this morn. Had the parents stop by, aquired from them a tasty air conditioner they didnt need. After that we ran off to play games with the boys. Hornsbys and anachronism :) we got the girls involved in our recent geek addictions, which of course bought them some points in the GF book. Recently we got hooked up to cable internet, and xbox live. Aj with online gaming mmmmm, i actually limit myself to an hour or two of some fun fun "call of duty". We have aquired ourselves back a greg baker to B.G. which has made the week fly on by, i have began cleaning the mandy girls house, which has led to some adventures, ok the sketti is ready an sara is getting violent!

MEROW

I should use my lj more, i shall start off with cheesy surveys i think!
Comments shall be screened an private ;) for u meanies!


1. Aj and I are _______.
2. AJ is _________.
3. AJ isn't ________.
4. Aj makes me feel ________.
5. One thing that I like about Aj is ________.
6. If I could change one thing about Aj, I would ________.
7. Aj should ________.
8. If Aj was a color, he would be ________.
9. If Aj was an animal, he would be ________.
10. If Aj were a candy, he would be ________.
11. If Aj were a song, he would be ________.
12. I dislike it when Aj ________.
13. If I could be with Aj right now, I would ________.
14. If I could give Aj one thing, it would be ________.
15. Sometimes, when I think of Aj, I ________.

shut
the
fuck
up.


You know what? If your so fucking tired of our president, political situations, war efforts or anything else in the big picture...

THAN STOP YOUR GODDAMN HIGH HORSE KNOW IT ALL WHINING AND START DOING SOMETHING ABOUT IT FOR FUCKSAKE! seriously. It's not as if you probally have a perfect life either, but if you want to make america a little more HOW YOU WANT IT, than do what the obviously "stupid" people who run our country did....WENT AND DEDICATED THERE GODDAMN LIVES TO IT. FUCKING GODDAMN WHINY SOND
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Rome needs to fall, her citzens are not worthy of her, perhaps someday we will have the fortune of being a third world country.

No comments needed.
I just needed to say this out loud, just like every other stupid person.

AND I WONT FOR ANOTHER! BWHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

what is it about the women in my life creating drama just cause things are good? seriously i've noticed this outta others, and it's a fuck off shitty flaw in people. Creating problems just because you need problems to set yourself to, or because you can't accept the quiet life?
i'm currentlly in a huge fight with the ol' dad, and thats getting pretty bad, the kinda bad where father an son dont speak for a few years bad, so useless drama that coulda just been solved by some SIMPLE conversation, meh, why even bother ranting....
women.

BOUNCE
BOUNCE
BOUNCE

I JUST AQUIRED MY XBOX 360! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOO!

*insert happiest aj here*

The age old battle with my sleep schedule is going well, i'm finally returning to the wake up times i prefer. Last night the club was good, it was missing some of my favorite people, but not all. The last set was really fuckin good, but i had been awake since 5 am, i just didnt have enough to throw myself into the songs. Speaking of that, i think i can seperate my favorite kind of dancers from those who dance to the music, and those who dance to the songs. Meaning that, there are those whose are dancing seemingly unaffected by the diffrent parts of the lyrics and sounds, the subtle stops and points, these people are just dancing to the music having a good time. But a few people seem to be deeper inside, like its just them and the song, and there moving to it like its part of there anatomy, there not always the best dancers, but there the ones worth watching

I havent updated in awhile, i'm horrible at updating ;) But nothing really bad to report, heres a quick summary i guess :)
>I would gladly trade my sister for a tumor
>I have never been in a more relaxed and peaceful relationship than lately
>My new years was a blast, and i finally got to bury the hatchet with pat
>Looks like I'll be at some valentines modeling shoot, should be fun
>I'm two months till 27, and i still feel 20, my health has been perfect lately
>IGUN to me is the best i have ever seen it, the number of friends there feel more like familly
>I've started spending time with my old friend halfhill, who has been sorely missed
>My dads health is getting better, the ol man wasn't doing so well for awhile
>Mandy and I have settled into a very pleasent freindship, only 1 fight a week now ;)
>We cleaned the old apartment, with the help of Kato and lindsay, it was a good time
>I have made arangements to get my xbox 360, now that the new morrowind is coming *bounce bounce*

Take the quiz:
What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)

Eden
You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable.

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I think all i want for christmas is a hour long backrub.

I am once again, on my midnight waking schedule. I have missed out on the last few days of everything, andnot been awake during normal hours to even apoligize, but it is kinda a nice hell. It's good being alone for awhile, not that i want to keep this up, but i find my own company fulfilling and amusing lately :)
I just threw joe vs the volcano in, BWHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA
I have to get normal though, busy week, i simply wont tolerate missing igun as well, and thursday i'm looking into the S.C.A. which is some midevil re-enactment thing or something, could be intresting, my friend halfhill and laura speak pretty highly about it, i figured maybe charity and i might get a kick out of it. And also were planning on seeing KING KONG! so....EXCITED WOOT YAY! sorry i'm like every other 7 year old boy, i had an obsession with monster movies when i was lil...or...ya...still do. Than friday i'm trying to get some people around see if anyones intrested in seeing the Christmas lights at the zoo, freeze my kahunas off and see some lights lol. sheesh.
DAMN!
have to end this...
joe is buying his luggage!
;)

hmmm lets see i need to update more cripes.
uh, getting my christmas present! Charitys actually moving into BG, no more annoying distance relationship. As for being a geek an a boy, the video game world has been severely addciting, tons of new fun things to distract myself upon. The last 2 goth nights have been amazing, must just show how much that night can relive you of tension. uh um, mandy is crazy. and thats just getting worse daily. Well i have to start writing my christmas list, the partental units are gettin pissy, i just dont need anything! I also need a new years resolution, last years was have as much fun as irresponsibly possible. that having been accomplished, perhaps this year it will be to have as much as RESPONSIBLY possible.
later kids

This week has been stressing
women = crazy.
I'm offically dating my xbox.
no chemical breakdowns there lol.
In other news, obviously requesting a few band names from a friend is like asking to kill there dog. Seriously people, if you where to ask me for a few band names i knew you wanted to listen to, and just kept ignoring you, how long before you would start to question my motives? Certainly does seem like i'm being a dick doesn't it?

INTERPOL


Evil

Rosemary
Heaven restores you in life
Coming with me
Through the aging, the fear and the strife
It's the smiling on the package
It's the faces in the sand
It's the thought that holds you upwards
Embracing me with two hands
Write, we'll take you places
Yeah maybe to the beach
When your friends they do come crying
Tell them how your pleasure's set up on slow-release

Hey wait
Great smile
Sensitive to faith not
Denial
But hey whose on trial?

It took a life spent
With no cellmate
The long way back
Saying meanwhile can't we look the other way?

He speaks about travel
Yeah, we think about the land
We smile like all people
Feeling real tan
I can take you places
Do you need a new man?
Wipe the pollen from the faces
Make revision to a dream while you wait in the van

Hey wait
Great smile
Sensitive to faith not
Denial
But hey whose on trial?

It took a life spent
With no cellmate
Find a long way back
Saying meanwhile can't we look the other way?
You're weightless, you are exotic
You need something for which to care
Saying meanwhile can't we look the other way?

Leave some shards under the belly
Lay some grease inside my hand
It's a sentimental jury
And the makings of a good plan
You've come to love me nightly
Yeah you've come to hold me tight
Is this motion everlasting
Or do shutters pass in the night?

Rosemary
Oh heaven restores you in life
I spent a lifespan with no cellmate
The long way back
Saying meanwhile can't we look the other way?
You're weightless, semi-erotic
You need someone to take you there
Saying meanwhile can't we look the other way?
Why can't we just play the other game?
Why can't we just look the other way?

So yeah, hard days ahead here. I'm finally letting go of some old memories and paying tribute to something important to me. The next few weeks are gonna be a constant struggle to maintain my sense of reality or maybe my sense of being. Regardless there are other things i hope that will fill my mind, my poor girl is going through an obviously hard time, an i need to figure out how to be a better boyfriend, cause lets face it, being a good boyfriend was never my specialty in the past. The quicker i get her moved out of BFE tho the happier we both will be. Thanksgiving should be fun, i'm actually looking forword to the grilling of new familly eyes. Anyways, good luck to everyone surviving the holidays, we may all need it :)

Thats my theory and i'm standing by it.
I of course am not a dog.
But I sure as hell seem to attract them.
Seriously someone needs to put these old dogs down.

dresden dolls
perfect fit

i could make a dress
a robe fit for a prince
i could clothe a continent
but i can't sew a stitch

i can paint my face
and stand very very still
its not very practical
but it still pays the bills

i can't change my name
but i could be your type
i can dance and win at games
like backgammon and life

i used to be the smart one
sharp as a tack
funny how that skipping years ahead
has held me back

i used to be the bright one
top in my class
funny what they give you when you
just learn how to ask

i can write a song
but i cant sing in key
i can play piano
but i never learned to read

i can't trap a mouse
but i can pet a cat
no i'm really serious!
i'm really very good at that

i can't fix a car
but i can fix a flat
i could fix alot of things
but i'd rather not get into that

i used to be the bright one
smart as a whip
funny how you slip so far when
teachers dont keep track of it

i used to be the tight one
the perfect fit
funny how those compliments can
make you feel so full of it

i can shuffle cut and deal
but i can't draw a hand
i can't draw a lot of things
i hope you understand
i'm not exceptionally shy
but i've never had a man
that i could look straight in the eye
and tell my secret plans

i can take a vow
and i can wear a ring
and i can make you promises but
they won't mean a thing

can't you do it for me, i'll pay you well
fuck i'll pay you anything if you could end this

can't you just fix it for me, it's gone berserk...
fuck i'll give you anything if
you can make the damn thing work

can't you just fix it for me, ill pay you well,
fuck ill pay you anything
if you can end this
hello, i love you will you tell me your name?
hello, i'm good for nothing - will you love me just the same?

You know who has made me deleriously happy in these hard days lately? My girlfriend ;) Theres alot of rough edges i'm dealing with, an charity has been amazing. It's been a long while since a girlfriend has worked for me...